Her Last Words.
Monday, October 01, 2007

`I know now,
somethings is dont know the better.

`its really saddening that u see someone u know really sick,
but u jus kant do anything.
and that is like, omg.
u have to wait for time to fly like dunno wat
when u CANT DO ANYTHING TO HELP.

`that is like, u feel that u are so useless
and thou that someone dun want u to do anything,
and the more u feel guilty as a friend.
the feeling of useless,
when u kant do anything, is really really really really bad.

`he/she is ur friend,
but the feeling is like,
u stand there and watch him/her suffer like shit lah.

me, myself feel sooooo damn bad.

`and all I have to do is pray?! omg lah.

`i feel so shit now.

`but now at least i know,
i can treat that friend better.

` when that friend told me,
i was like thinking,
" ARE YOU KIDDING?"
till now,
i still kant believe it.

`i was wondering,
is that friend lying?
izzit true?
not saying that he/she was a liar,
but that person infront of u is so normal,
but now tells u that,
"i m sick".omg. its really unbelievable.

` and its NEVER FUNNY.

`now i truly noe y my ppl say dun waste ur life time,
or jus rather dun waste any little part of ur life.
even a second or two.

`i noe its a bit drama,
but,
i jus wrote down wat i felt these days.

`Nowadays, way too much things happen.
I hope i can cope thru my exams >< `pls get well my friend. =)

Died with a secret within me. 1:38 PM

This Webskin is dedicated to all Dnangel fans.
This Webskin is ESPECIALLY dedicated to Eliot and Freedert.

Authors:KaiFen

PROFILE

Name: KaiiFen
ME:
-A simple averaged-looking girl.

-Smile for the sake of smile.

-Doesn't care much.

-Heart-less.

-din know how to spell 'peace' in my dictionary.

-A little craze at times.

-quiet at times.

-hated ppl sometimes.

-Bad friend.

-Believes that The world HAS NO TRUTH.

-Believed that theres no one with truth.

-Suspecting EVERYBODY.

-Filled up with lies.

-At times, Hated Life, Loved Life.

-wanted a simple life.

-Wouldn't want ppl to really know how i really feel.

-BAD BAD attitude.

-Frequent mood swings.

-Deeply inspired by someone's life,
that changed my life FOREVER.

Age:15
Bdae:29.11.92
Gender:Female
Zodiac:SaGi
Sch:HSS
Craze:
Kpop
Jpop
Anime
Ft

Wishlist: __________________________________

1)~~New Phone~~
2)Epik high's EVERY ALBUM
3)Eru's II level
4)Bigbang's First Album
5)Bigbang's Always
6)Get idance files
7)Learn to play:
{hungarian Dance No.5}
{Fur Elise} Fully
8)Simple, Peaceful life.
9)Get the chain! last one :'(
10)family peace;healthy

Sweeties

KaiFen[OLD BLOG]
JiaYi
Liwen
LiWei
MeiZhen
ChooLian
JieQi
YuShyang
YuhSheng
RongTat

Music
__________________________________

Conspiracy(accoustic)
by Paramore:

Eru - White Snow:

Yui - Life:

Momento Of Ours

FT:
Sentosa Trip {20.Jun.07}
ST Banner
YS bdae Group Photo {20.Jun.07}

22 September 2007 ZQJ:
Mid-Autum Group Photo No.1
Mid-Autum Group Photo No.2
Mid-Autum Group Photo No.3
ZQ Liwen's Group
ZQ Liwen's Group No.2
ZQ Xin and Yi's Group
ZQ My Group!
ZQ My Group! No.2

Family:
Family Photo
Root BEER {30.Sept.07}
BEER Caps {30.Sept.07}

Others:
Yun's Benji
At Esplanade.
My Ripples Slippers

Special Thanks

My Parents

TIAN HOUs PTE LTD:
-WenWen
-YiYi
-Yiyi's Boyfriend.
ALSO, to our manager,
-Meizhen.

-JieQi,Yushyang,LiWei.
{For tutoring this stupid girl.}

Friends:

-YongHwee
{Friends for like, 11 years?!}
-Mr.Kid
-ShiLing
-Sara A.k.a SanHer
-Yunz
-Mel
-Xin
-Yuanting
-ZiQi
-Yenting
-Justin
-HengGnee
-YuChen
-RongTat
-Rongsheng
-ZhengHao

Also, those BOYS in FT.

Credits

Layout: Eien no Kaze
MusicScoresheets
of American songs:
Your-piano
MusicScoreSheets of DBSK songs:
DBSK Scores
MusicScoreSheets:
MusicScoreSheets
Photos: PhotoBucket
Clock: FreeClockLink
WeBCounter: FreeWeblogger
Music: Radio.Blog.Club
Cbox: Cbox (tagboard)

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Her Last Words. Monday, October 01, 2007