Her Last Words.
Friday, October 12, 2007

`12 oct 07


`its gonna rain.
`the unexpected day that ppl hate is here...


`the unexpected is expected by ppl.
`the class atmosphere was idiotic.

`emo, sad, down, upset, all kinds..
`but some is okay. like me. =)
`i feel the atmosphere, so i din wanna blend in.
`i only feel sad during mid-years. i din noe why.
`ky asked me too. haha. i forgot about it too.

`my friend were really sad.
`i really wanna do something but,
`nothing. entertain them? talk to them?
`i dont know.
`but not to be sad tgt with them is wat i chose to do.

`i din feel really bad becos, "cried over spilled milk" yea?
`sad for wat? this is wat i deserve better.
`the punishment that i deserve.
`i feel okay now.


`todae watched the guy named nick.
`he has no limbs - no legs or arms, only a body and a head.
`he makes ppl feel that, hey, hes not physically disabled at all.
`he has confidence in everything he do, and has confidence on how he looks.
`if u were him, will u do the same thing?
`or will u depress becos ppl tease u have no limbs and nvr step outta hse again?

`love urself for who you are and what you do.
`if ppl dun accept u, you urself will.

`stand up if you fall down.
`if you failed for 100 times, dont chose to give up.
`even if you do, u wont ever stand up ever again.
`but when u tried, on the 101 time, u did it, u will nvr noe when u gave up right?

` i really admired him alot.
`he really got that confidence to tell u that, hey, i has no limbs so wat? i dun care.
`hes really a good encourager.

`there was once, he went to a party or something,
`a little girl about 3 to 4 yrs old,
`was hugging everybody but when she looked at
`nick for awhile, she stunned.
`after 25 seconds, she realise he has no arms or legs.
`u know wat she did?
`she put her hands at the back and hugged nick using her neck.

`its like awww....



`he oso said that having a girlfriend or boyfriend is
jus a prove or make you feel that you are being loved,
or theres someone really cares about you.
`he oso said,
" hey, you know, i have a wife. i really loved her.
i dont have a wife now,
but i know she is waiting for me and
we are having a baby.
when my baby is not in good mood or sad,
i m gonna hug the baby and say,
hey dun cry daddy's here for you... "

`hes words are really are amazing and true.
` i agree. =)

`i believe in miracles.
`miracles do happen. =)

`yes, it do happens. no, it really happens.
`so i hope that he will definitely recover.
`no not hope, is surelly will de.
`haha. believe in it, and it WILL be. =)
` and i will go to his concert, go japan with him and everything.
`and see the "happily ever after" with his gf. haha.
`its really sweet to imagine. lol.