Her Last Words.
Sunday, October 14, 2007

`14 oct 07




`sunday.
`weather: fine.


`SAW HiM TODAE! XD
`lol. wave to him den he pretend nothin happen.
`mayb he nvr see. or his acting skills pro?
`lol. opps... later someone see liao den anyhow spread den i die.
`nvm.



`todae i feel like a rock being thrown down on my shoulder.
`sudden stress.
`weiliang say only two IC discuss better.
`not much arguement or wat.
`but please lah, not say i wat lah, but its like only us two?!
`den its like we 1ST TIME organize, then of cos we kant manage by only the two of us.
`kant touch the sec4s nevermind.
`i kant decide on anything de, i m that kinda person.
`then wenhao keep deciding his stuff, i oso dunno wat to do lah.
`so confusing lah... not i dun like him to decide or wat
`is like we din know what to do, he jus decide,
den i dunno whether izzit right or wrong,
or good or bad.
`i sense that wenhao is stress oso he din know wat to do.
`me? haa, worst lah.. i din know wat to do oso.
`then he cannot manage, i cannot manage, then how?
`only two of us only good mah u say?
`is not i bu shuang, is i know that only two of us CANNOT manage for sure.
`We just want a successful and happy outing trip for them.
`thats the criteria.
`then if only us decide very weak liddat,
then those "senpai" will say not good this not good that.
`hais, i jus wanted some advise jiu okay le.
`now is like no way to go and no path to start.
`mayb u think we are weak, never use brain to think or wadeva,
`but its the truth we 1st time, not everybody like u all so li hai?
`ya?

`hais. but thank goodness, wen wen, weiliang, zhenqin, ri an, jieqi helped out,
we are so damn lost jus now lah. must thanks them. =)
`but now is better le, noe where to start and abit know wat to do le.

`but then, still need organize for class de chalet... BRAIN BURST AH.
(for a weakling like me lah. not
like those li hai li hai de ppl in ft could plan sooo much thing at once.)
`haha. oso not decide yet thats y its uncertain to organize for the chalet thing.
`very worrying oso. but its best that our class can gather tgt for the last time or something.
`and hope that they could have fun and make it memorable.
`haha. but troublesome oso lah when it comes to money.
`secOne oso liddat, worst arh, other class ppl like martin, marcus,
come meddle then took the bed,
`NVR PAY MONEY.
`ME, nvr eat anything, nvr sleep ur till the bed oso need to pay money.
`bastard lah. ZZZzz....

`hope if possible lah, can organize one nice nice de for them.
hahaa. not possible lah got marcus dey all. but i oso not going so i am not gonna clean up the mess for them. LOLSSSSSS!!!!!!!!
`heng got elaine, mayb still can control hahahaha.

`the results oso dan f****ing stress.
`NEED TO WORRY U WILL PROMOTE ANOT.
`ZZZZzzz.... Still call me study during hols?! haa, wait long long.
`KANT EVEN RELAX FOR AWHILE?! WTF.
`soooooooooooo damn stress ah. bridging not counted lah.
`haiya. hope can get a good nite sleep todae jiu okay le lah.
`ASSSSHOLLE.
`WANNA SCREAM LIKE F*** NOW.
`GGGGGRRRR....................

Died with a secret within me. 4:27 PM




This Webskin is dedicated to all Dnangel fans.
This Webskin is ESPECIALLY dedicated to Eliot and Freedert.





Authors:KaiFen

PROFILE

Name: KaiiFen
ME:
-A simple averaged-looking girl.

-Smile for the sake of smile.

-Doesn't care much.

-Heart-less.

-din know how to spell 'peace' in my dictionary.

-A little craze at times.

-quiet at times.

-hated ppl sometimes.

-Bad friend.

-Believes that The world HAS NO TRUTH.

-Believed that theres no one with truth.

-Suspecting EVERYBODY.

-Filled up with lies.

-At times, Hated Life, Loved Life.

-wanted a simple life.

-Wouldn't want ppl to really know how i really feel.

-BAD BAD attitude.

-Frequent mood swings.

-Deeply inspired by someone's life,
that changed my life FOREVER.

Age:15
Bdae:29.11.92
Gender:Female
Zodiac:SaGi
Sch:HSS
Craze:
Kpop
Jpop
Anime
Ft


Wishlist: __________________________________

1)New Phone
2)Epik high's EVERY ALBUM
3)Eru's II level
4)Bigbang's First Album
5)Bigbang's Always
6)Get idance files
7)Learn to play:
{hungarian Dance No.5}
{Fur Elise} Fully
8)Simple, Peaceful life.
9)Get the chain! last one :'(
10)family peace;healthy


Archives

October 2007

Sweeties

KaiFen[OLD BLOG]
JiaYi
Liwen
LiWei
MeiZhen
ChooLian
JieQi
YuShyang
YuhSheng
RongTat


Music
__________________________________

Conspiracy(accoustic)
by Paramore:


Eru - White Snow:


Yui - Life:


Momento Of Ours

FT:
Sentosa Trip {20.Jun.07}
ST Banner
YS bdae Group Photo {20.Jun.07}

22 September 2007 ZQJ:
Mid-Autum Group Photo No.1
Mid-Autum Group Photo No.2
Mid-Autum Group Photo No.3
ZQ Liwen's Group
ZQ Liwen's Group No.2
ZQ Xin and Yi's Group
ZQ My Group!
ZQ My Group! No.2

Family:
Family Photo
Root BEER {30.Sept.07}
BEER Caps {30.Sept.07}



Others:
Yun's Benji
At Esplanade.
My Ripples Slippers

Special Thanks

My Parents

TIAN HOUs PTE LTD:
-WenWen
-YiYi
-Yiyi's Boyfriend.
ALSO, to our manager,
-Meizhen.

-JieQi,Yushyang,LiWei.
{For tutoring this stupid girl.}



Friends:

-YongHwee
{Friends for like, 11 years?!}
-Mr.Kid
-ShiLing
-Sara A.k.a SanHer
-Yunz
-Mel
-Xin
-Yuanting
-ZiQi
-Yenting
-Justin
-HengGnee
-YuChen
-RongTat
-Rongsheng
-ZhengHao

Also, those BOYS in FT.

Credits

Layout: Eien no Kaze
MusicScoresheets
of American songs:
Your-piano
MusicScoreSheets of DBSK songs:
DBSK Scores
MusicScoreSheets:
MusicScoreSheets
Photos: PhotoBucket
Clock: FreeClockLink
WeBCounter: FreeWeblogger
Music: Radio.Blog.Club
Cbox: Cbox (tagboard)



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i wish that it would be winter forever

i'd like to see the snow falling for eternity

i hope that this crisp cold would remain


so that you'll always be by my side

we'll catch the falling snow flakes together

we'll be walking with our feet sinking in the snow

you're jacket will be wrapped in my shoulders

and my arms will be wrapped on yours


and we'll be together



forever___