Her Last Words.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
`he totally gave up his life.
`he gave up everything is his life.
`i dont know how to help him.
`i wanna help him.
`how?
`how to?
`i jus dont wanna see that. i knew i will regret.
`but how to help him?
`i wana see him happy, but i kant do it.
`how to? its like, he will never be happy again.
`i feeling of guilt is there. i dont know wat to do.
`to him, mayb i dont have to do anything, but,
`i will regret my whole life. i knew it.
`So much feeling, emotions, that it overflowed..
`i am so not fine at all.
`i hav to jus put that stupid smile on my face?!
`wat the hell?
`and theres still so much things for me to do.
`wat should i do?
`i just wanna cry out loud.
`u dying, u suffer the pain.
`i watch you dying, i suffer the pain that u suffer too.
`why? becos u are dying and i jus kant do anything?!
`the medicine doesnt even work, how do i help??
