Her Last Words.
Friday, October 19, 2007

`he said wat he felt jus now.
`i din want him to be my bf too.
`lol. but its like a chance missed, its like, "awwww~~ i missed it. XD"
`no, its like i want but i dun want,
soooo contradict.

`i dun understand how i feel abt him.
`its like i felt soo empty when i know his not there.
`when got larry they all walked pass in the parade sq,
`u know the pants all tighten de.
`his pants oso.
`but, i owaes wished it was him.
`but i know he wun be him.
`becos i know hes not there.
`i dun know. do i really like him? or jus merely missed him?
`but now i know i din go the wrong path.
`=) its okay yea.
`i know wat he means, its hard to imagine that he WAS my boyfriend,
`it will be like, "huh?!" *laughs*
`but i dun feel sad or anything, i jus smiled. =)
`mayb i knew it was better this way.
`mayb he feels the same too.
`i think lah.

`he said he not those kind of go for looks de.
`its heart-warming to hear that,
`but haha. we knew we are not meant to be tgt.
`so yea, we din choose the path to be tgt.
`its good. becos we could still communicate.
`like frens, not weird weird de feeling.
hopes he really finds the one he truly loves and he could imagine to be with. LOLS. XD.
`mayb it WAS expected, so i m not sad or anything.

`aww. i will miss him till death lah.
`but i hope he din cheat me or something. i trust him.
`its good that we felt the same thing abt each other.
`but it will be gone someday.
`but i cherish the moments with him. alot!
`haha. like dreams come true and dreams are over.
`both things at once.
`but i am still concerned abt him and his sicknes.


`overall, i lovedHim. =)