Her Last Words.
Saturday, October 20, 2007
`20 oct 07
`its raining heavily now.
`i m a bird now, i could fly freely! ^^
`huh? its getting really strange.
`wo men de guan xi hen qi guai. lols.
`hmmm.... i dunno leh.
`somehow.. we may be tired of each other de lahs. someday.
`expected de.
`no need to be sad or anything.
`HAHAHAHAHAHS~~~
`todae gonna get heels for wedding~~
`haha. not really heels lah. is "heels". lol.
`hope i really get one, becos tml is the day!!!!! GGGGGRRRRRR..
`if not no shoes to wear that day.
`hahas. so damn excited lahs. tml.
`hais, hope i dun look too ugly tml. if not i will nvr see them again.
`haha.
`i felt like quiting.
`i had enough already.
`but i still got o-lvls.
`and i kant "wang en fu yi."
`must go back to teach.
`i know how ppl feel when they jus come for tution,
`and runoff on the holidays.
`we are at the stubborn age wat, of cos lah.
`and u treat us really like in school,
the environment, the way u all scold and talk,
so those students will think that
" this is my 2nd school.." "holiday come bck for wat?"
`to dem, this jus like their 2nd school.
`u all may say, "yes, it is a 2nd school."
`u say wat bonding activities right?
`if there no friends how to bond????
`then they all shy shy shy. dun care dun care de.
`f*** lah.
`i dun wanna go le.
`getting so fed up.
`everytime i go i feel like i dun wana talk arh.
`but if u dun talk ppl say u anti-social.
`i jus wanna give black face and dun talk de.
`but i have to! i have to!
`i m soooooo not myself.
`ppl say go there is not ur self de mah.
`but izzit good??? izzit good? 2 face ppl very good meh?
`one day, everybody will go crazy i tell u first.
`keep stresssing us. wth.
`"its for ur own good."
`us student jus dun care i think.
`everybody says that, and we are tired of it already.
`i duno lahs. i dun wana care anymore.
`arhshole.